Even in the darkest times and situations your beauty shines through like a guiding light helping me through all.....even thoe you have recently showed me the way of life i feel like you have been with me so much loneger when all that angers me is near just your smile makes them all just......fade and as time has passed i realise that there is more to help me than just the light but yes i do not trust anything else everything the is soo hard to get to but everyday there is light there is hope for a new start more life.......life occurs in me when the i get the shortest time to sit and think about my wrong and what i have done and it slowly drives my self past its diving point as i stand there falling to my demise i hope that you will catch me at the bottem and make me realise that you are the light that guides me and take all this pain and confusion out of my life just thoe few words that you can speak can brighten my day and o how i suffer everyday i do not hear thoes words.......your words mean more than anything else they have so much meaning to them and yet only a few understand them and one day i hope that i can finally understand why i have this guiding light and i can only find it in this angels words